To be fair, most of it I asked for. And not in an abusive 'she asked for it' kind of way.
[ Not all of it. Some of it was definitely beyond the limit that Nathaniel would set if he knew how to set limits. And some of it was just outright torture for its own sake with none of the pretense of BDSM. But most? He'd wanted. ]
I do my best not to think about it too much, honestly. Or to judge, because we're all different and life is...well, we deal with what we can and just sorta manage the rest. It's amazing what "sounds like a good idea at the time".
I try to make better decisions these days, but to be fair, I don't always. But one thing at a time, y'know?
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[ Not all of it. Some of it was definitely beyond the limit that Nathaniel would set if he knew how to set limits. And some of it was just outright torture for its own sake with none of the pretense of BDSM. But most? He'd wanted. ]
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I try to make better decisions these days, but to be fair, I don't always. But one thing at a time, y'know?